drunk post.

After an afternoon spent with Sital, I'm now just a little tipsy at sneaky beans, which I'm sorry, is the WORST ever name for a coffee shop. even though i like the place, saying i'm going to sneaky beans makes me think i'm going off to take poop somewhere i'm not suppose to.

anyway, i've been looking at some of the most expensive photos ever. it's kinda fascinating. i went to b&n the other day and became romantically involved with a book of ansel adams's work, the book of national park photographs and OH JESUS! my eyes needed this love. Such beautiful photographs of our world. the third planet of eight, nickelodeon says. EIGHT!!!! Poor lil Pluto...and Pluto scientist.

one of the most expensive photographs is a nude of Georgia O'Keef. and it's beautiful and imperfect and her lover takes it and it's timeless and makes me want to photograph in the nude. you know, i have my imperfections, my body has it's odd proportions. like i have HUGE boobs but i'm thin (which you all discovered on our beach trip last year)? it's weird, not as much of a blessing as you would think. but i should REALLY be concentrating on shaving my legs every now and then. without a boyfriend around, one forgets these small intricacies of upkeep. they fall by the wayside. hair-brushing is futile without anyone to run their hands through it. why lotion up if no one appreciates the silky smoothness of legs long as vines. why gloss the lips when no one is there to say, "you taste like.......guava?" but i shouldn't think this way! even if no man is present, that's no reason to allow my inhibitions to takeover my mind, body, and soul. i still need to uphold some dignity and female grace. i can still feel like a woman with no man to oppose my feminine wiles. i know this. i need to take time to have my SSB (secret single behavior). this is the time when i wear my green tea mask, and i actually look like Jim Carey from "The Mask," when I run about the house saying "SSSSSSSSSMOKANNNNNN!!!!" and "SSSOMEBODY STOP ME!!!!!!" OH wow. Now I've said too much.