my resolution.

sooo many things are calling my name. it's tough when you have so many passions, it seems like its best to just respond to the opportunities handed to you. play the cards that you're given. i'm ready to live recklessly, as Claire Gipson proclaims. i'm ready to give up the fantasy of a future with my one-time, maybe still, boyfriend. it's cool. don't worry about me, people. graham and i's lives are very separate, and have been for nine months, but that doesn't mean the love ever faded. i envy some people's relationships, not the closeness or the chemistry, graham and I had that. I envy the ease of it. graham and i chose a hard path for a young relationship. long distance and high stress. but i'm not allowing the stress to get to me this year. my new year's resolution is to relax and, really, play the cards that i've been dealt. i do believe that the most successful people are those that see the opportunities and take them. that's what i'm doing in 2012. live recklessly. play the cards. go with my gut....oh and get an Usher 6-pack.