I guess feelings are truly transient, and maybe that's their beauty and their downfall. All it required was one friend to snap me back into reality and dish out the crusty, dusty dirt. She said that he wasn't someone that she'd set a friend up with. She confirmed with me that I hadn't gone too far. She talked about his past, which we all have, myself included, so how much stake do I place in this past.
It feels good to have my feet under me again because I knew that something wasn't right. I knew that it was complicated, and I was already losing my logic, as the hopeful, romantic side conquered my thoughts, as created a rich fantasy of a person that I didn't actually, truly know. The other shoe dropped unpleasantly from the sky, and it was only a matter of time before I would be disappointed. So, looking at my post from yesterday feels pretty ridiculous, way overblown and romantical, but those feelings were real and flowing, and it was nice to have my hopes up--even for just a week.
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