well, hello

So. Today I have been to two weddings. One was baptist, the other...Jackson Prep. It's a strange thing to be married. To have a wedding to celebrate your love where everyone drinks and eats and dresses in slutty clothes and dances. Even though I feel love and give love, the pressure of marriage may overwhelm me. I'm a fragile and sensitive person. It's also odd how other people's huge life-events causes me to evaluate my own life. My friend Liz tells me to, "Hurry up and get engaged, so I can start planning the bachelorette party." I never know what to say. I don't want to disappoint her.